User blog:The Pop Cult Gamer/I apologize for my recent blogs

For the past few days I created blogs, corcerned about the overall canon of Sonic. At first, I was worried about Amy being ceased to exist due to internet haters. Now that is obsolete now. Next I was worried, about all the Sonic characters being replaced with Archie Comics characters in the games. Due to people on deviantART saying that it is happening. I looked on every Sonic site including here and SEGA and there was nothing about it. Then, a few days later. Archie Comic fans were spreading false information about SEGA being "mad" that Sally disappearing and SEGA telling Archie not to put Sonamy in the comics? Again, I learned that was false as I looked on here, other Sonic sites and SEGA. Nothing was said. Now, people were saying Archie Comics is part of the games storyline and canon which is not true. I looked on here again, all other Sonic sites and SEGA said nothing. I am sorry for all these blogs? I am just worried that after all these years of playing Sonic? It wasn't the REAL Sonic? The Archie Comics are the real Sonic. I was just so worried that Sonic in all these years in my life was not real story? This is really hurting me as I am going so much pain and misery in my life right now. I have been through so many hardships. As a Christian with Aspergers Syndrome, people hated on me for making the right choices in life. I was mocked, verbally abused, shunned from everyone and even threatened before! All because I am a Christian and because I refuse to do what they do? Because I know it's wrong? Doing drugs, drinking, hanging out in gangs, partying, causing trouble and even breaking the law! Another why I am suffering so much is what has been happening in my family? My dad is really sick and dying from Kidney Failure. He is on dialysis. He tells me that he is proud of me that I don't do what everyone else does as I already mentioned? I don't get to see my mom that much because she has a career in acting. My older sister is always working and hanging out with her friends late at night drinking. Two weeks ago, my godfather who is my grandfather was almost arrested. He has also been suffering from hernias. He was almost arrested because he was selling reported stolen merchandise on ebay. He bought the stuff from a swap meet he goes to everyweek. The items were reported stolen around last year. He was found innocent from the sheiffs department. My grandfather is like a second father to me. He offered me a job to work for him on his ebay business. I was unable to get a job as well. I tried so hard to get one but I just couldn't get one. I have no friends. People hate me as I already mentioned above. I am always alone without anyone to accompany me. Every girl views me a dork because I am a Christian and I have Aspergers. The reason why I love Amy so much is because of her kind of character. The way she loves Sonic. How she loves him no matter what he looks like, never gives up on him, she cares so deeply for him even willing to sacrifice her life for his and always is so cheerful and optimistic! Those things would mean everything to me if there was some girl like her that would love me like that? Especially all the hardships I have been through in life! I have been praying to god for someone with her love to come into my life and love me like that? Two nights ago, I would have not been ever to a get a girl because? I was almost another victim of texting and driving. I was crossing the street in a neighborhood. Then all the sudden I hear a car speeding through the street. Keep in mind that the speed limit was 20 mph. And the driver was going at least 60 mph. I briefly saw the driver which appeared to be a 17 year old looking down at his phone unaware that I was only feet ahead of him. If I haven't moved a split second a later? I would have been roadkill. I wouldn't be here anymore typing this? It was one of the most scariest moments in my life. My anxiety was skyrocketing. It was so teriffying. After I moved just in time. He was still speeding and looking down at his phone. This is not the only time this has happened to me? There was another time were I was walking near the same area. These teenagers almost hit me with their car. While I was crossing the street. They in the car laughing and thinking its funny to hit someone with a car? It's like they did that intentionally? I was ready to call the cops. Because why would they think its funny to run someone over? Where are the cops went you need one? My city is also known for high crime. It is even nicked named "Anacrime." Some many bad things have happened there. Nick Adenhart of the Los Angeles Angels died here from a drunk driver. Him, his best friend, and his girlfriend were all killed. One passenger survived but barley and is disabled for life. Okay, I am sorry I went on too long with this? I just hope and pray for someone with Amy's love to love me? You don't realize how happy that would make me? When those haters are saying all these bad things about her. It's hurting me emotionally. I just want someone like her? To always be there for me in my darkest times? Once again, I am sorry for all these blogs? Please I am not an attention getter or anything like that? I am just worried and depressed. I take Zoloft for this. And I feel like it is having no effect? I am sorry for everything and that is final...