User blog comment:Bullet Francisco/A Message to SNN/@comment-Knowall-20120131222457

Bullet… I should be sorry. Because I’m not taking this at all.

I know for a fact that this “fancy apology” is nothing new for me. Trust me, I’ve heard it countless times in school, and lemme tell ya, those people did ‘’’nothing’’’ they said they would do. Nothing at all. You wanna be a good friend? I suggest you start meaning it. Don’t think I don’t know that this is because I went back with Rainbowroad6w’s demotion after HE apologized.

Here is why I am not doing the same to you:
 * Rainbow was a mod and rollback. I don’t want to underestimate anyone with the charges, since I am a mod myself, but you are an admin, a much more serious charge within the site. If you screw up, you screw up hard, especially considering point #2.
 * Rainbow went only for the insults. You insulted, meatpuppeted and have showed personal info to a user of ED, considered by many as a usual hangout place for trolls. Does this mean you are a troll yourself? No, it doesn’t. But that still does not change the fact that you fed personal info to a possible vandal and assailant. An assailant which, need I remind you, you had a more comforting talk than the ones we used to have.
 * On a more personal note, you attacked me on PM and threatened to demote me because of a point of view that you considered as unusual to yours. In other words, you were ready to block me from chat and demote me for something that you didn’t like to see going your way. I’m sorry, but you can’t just say pretty words to me and expect me to buy it. If you say it, mean it. Words are not going to save you, not this time.

Let me sum it up like this: if you feel like apologizing, then fine. I’ll even support you apology, I am not joking, I will. I hate fighting. But, at least in my opinion, apologizing is just as delicate as abortion: if you’re gonna say it, you ‘’’better’’’ know the weight of what you’re saying. Words can fool anyone, but not me. I am not changing my vote, not like what you did to me. Your respect for me has not been lost, but shattered. If you wanna put it back together, work on it. Make it happen. I will not take your words if they mean nothing at all. Prove to me you’re sorry, then we can work it back up. And I’m just going to say it: if you really wanna apologize, you have a long way to go, and you ‘’’have’’’ to take it if you mean it. Bullet, I hate this more than you do, I am being honest on that. I think you also probably know it. But if honesty between us can be saved, I won’t believe you until you show that possibility. Don’t expect a good luck from me either, because this takes effort. I hope this whole blog has a meaning, Bullet. Until you show it… These are naught but words.