Thread:Ultrasonic9000/@comment-679780-20170517104703/@comment-679780-20170517131033

Thanks man.

I guess I'm so hard on myself because my perspective of myself is only from me and those who love me unconditionally around me. I'm aware Journalistic isn't the only guy on the internet who hates me, but he is the first who took time to tell it like it is in a way which I thought was rather a friendly gesture for someone who had to put up with $#!7 from me. I believe I am a nice person but at times I'm not entirely sure if that is fact given these situations of self-perspective.

Another reason why could be of whats going on in my family of late. It's not bad or terrible, in fact, it's all good and I'm happy living with a relative I love, we rather buddy-buddy. In yet I can't help feel there is at least a ping of tention due to the reasons why they're staying with us. And given how I've been over-thinking things, perhaps it's not normal, maybe I have to a degree some problems too like they do?

Still, all this is just too much. I want to admit to my mistakes, I apologized to Journal and would like the other admins to have a fair and honest say on my behavior.