Thread:WaterKirby1994/@comment-5903643-20190708193016/@comment-2202259-20190710212114

I wasn't aware you left Lovejam, although it's nice to hear from you again. I was laying low from an online standpoint for roughly the past month, while giving real life some focus. Real Life in the 21st Century kind of sucks, it's like questionable people took control of things near the end of the Millennium, at least in The States. About a month ago my Quarterlife Crisis got even more complicated when problems not usually felt until a midlife crisis surfaced.

From what I understand it's almost unheard of for someone to feel their body & mind to start to slowly deteriorate in their mid 20s, so I'm on my own. The other day I threw my back out in an attempt at exercising to try to regain some of the energy my body had in its prime about 5 years ago. I mean I actually am currently under the existential belief that I was born to suffer because of the amount of crap that's been stacked against me in life.

My body isn't really any good to me, my mind isn't good enough, & my soul just doesn't belong in this world, let alone the body it's being imprisoned inside of. Sorry everything I'm saying is so depressing I just have clear problems that no matter how much I try to deal with them they just keep coming back. Hopefully you've been much better than me Lovejam!