User blog:OriginalManofGod123/Sunset

It's been a long seven years, but it appears that the sun has set on my time as part of the SNN community. I feel I am no longer needed by the people here. I have been a nuisance to most of the people here. I caused harm to certain users, created conflict, and other things. And I'm deeply sorry. However, that doesn't mean I am completely at fault. I had to deal with unneeded mockery and ridicule, with some users (whose names I won't mention) straight up refusing to take me seriously, refusing to make amends with me, resorting to petty insults, refusing to allow rational and respectful discourse to take place, not respecting my opinions, etc. I forgive those who have opposed me, but it still hurts.

I feel like I will be able to think more clearly when I am gone from SNN. I will be liberated. However, I'm not going to say goodbye completely. I will still talk to a few users privately on Discord, but aside from that, I won't be coming to any servers. I feel that this is the best option for me, and for everybody. So, I'll be leaving. But first, a few shoutouts.

Josh, you keep doing you, boo-boo. Always remember to put God above all else. And remember, Even in the deepest darkness, there will always be a light to guide you. Believe in the light, and the darkness will never defeat you.

Kyle, you're weird. But I can't bring myself to say that I dislike you. You're pretty cool, and I wish the best for you.

Zack, have fun in college, don't get drunk, focus on your studies, and believe in yourself.

PKMN, I'm sorry I couldn't be a good friend to you. I pray that you have a long and happy life, and you won't let bad things get in your way.

Free, I'm praying you will find inner peace and will find the right girl. Someone to love you.

Alex, I encourage you to break out of your shell, and see the world out there. It's waiting for you.

Metal, you are one of the funniest people I have ever encountered. I hope that your dreams of making it big will come true. I believe in you. And thank you for listening to all of my ideas.

Thank you all for having me here. God bless.