User blog comment:Kagimizu/Broken (Copy-Pasted from SFW)/@comment-5500505-20121227230642

Life sucks sometimes. It really does. Two of the cornerstones in your life are video games and Wikis. When those cornerstones are shaken, it gets rough.

A couple of years ago, some changes in my life forced me to lose some friendships and start new ones. The schism was awful and I started hating some of those involved. I expected soccer--one of my cornerstones--to get me through. It didn't. The team I played for sucked and they didn't care. They didn't even try to win.

I couldn't stand another season of that bull and once more, I had to start over in another aspect of my life. I ended up turning on myself to deal with the sadness. Pain became pleasure. Every time I felt sad, I could feel my forearms throb. By God's grace, I didn't take up the knife or razor, but fingernails proved almost as effective with no scarring. Those times were so dark. It wasn't until this summer that I finally kicked it.

Kagi, maybe you need to calm down and think about your priorities. You are a passionate person who has devoted a lot of time and effort to SNN and SFW. You're demotion was unfair, yes, but there will be more Christmases and there are other ways to get an XBOX. Regardless of what you do, life goes on.

But only you can choose whether you will become bitter over this. Please don't. It's not worth it. It only drags you into self-pity and constant anger. And suicide...no. I had a dear person do it. Everyone who knows you will never get over it.