Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-24810590-20150926120858/@comment-24810590-20160711094143

First of all, none of that nor this was canon to the story.

Second, I am humbled by the fact that someone has included me in a story. That is very touching and I am touched.

But, the question here is, was that a good thing?

You see, Grovykid2000, your little addition to my story has left me quite confused.

I am trying to work out whether you put a hidden message in your story fragment, or if it is purely all in my head. From my perspective, it almost looks as if you are trying to tell me something. Something about Fanfictions and I. And another question that remains on my mind is: what exactly about Fanfictions and I are you trying to say?

Are you telling me that I should never have made this thread?

Or are you telling me that I have gone too far with this thread?

Are you telling me that I am bad at writing Fanfictions and that I should not do so?

Or are you telling me that I should not post this to Fanfiction, as I was planning on doing so?

My mind wonders... Each night, I lie in bed, thinking... just thinking... about my right to be on this Wiki. I wonder: Do I truly deserve to be a member of Sonic News Network? Do I actually deserve to have full immunity over my Fanfiction-related criminal record, and keep my spot on this Wiki?

Is it all really fair? Is it fair that all of these people who are getting banned get these bans, whilst I do not get a singular ban? No, it is not fair. I have no right to not get a ban. That is so selfish of me, and I humbly apologise to every Wikia member who has ever encountered me or one of my posts to Sonic News Network.

Every day, Groovykid2000, at the breakfast table, I sit, eating my bowl of Froot Loops, just thinking, reflecting. Reflecting over this thread. Should I or should I have not ever started this thread? The question echoes my mind, long after I've finished my breakfast. These echoes... I take them with me onto the bus. I carry them; all through school and to the time I get home. But, oh no- these echoes do not end there. I take them to bed with me. No, not purposefully. They follow me there.

Yes, you have every right to question my own right to be a part of this Wiki. Everyone has their right to judge the Sonic News Network Membership of Cindy_77. It is time that I, myself, owned up to it. I have abused my right to have a sense of belonging on the Wikia community. My Fanfictions, the threads that shall continue follow me forever, have caused enough pain and destruction to this world. They have since the very first moment I stepped into the world of Sonic News Network. And yet, I continued; continued destroying the deserving community around me. The community was deserving- deserving of good things, good threads, and good Fanfictions. But not deserving of Cindy_77. No one; and I mean no one, should have to deserve that.

''Why? Oh, why did I let it come to this?''

And then I wonder: What if I hadn't have ever joined the Wiki of Sonic News Network? What would life be like, with a Sonic News Network in which Cindy_77 did not exist in? The answer to that, I cannot truly say. It would be too much of a good thing to truly know about. You see, a Wikia non-existance of that greatness is too good to imagine. Greatness of such is something that one can only dream of.

''And who is that thanks to? Who?-You may ask.''

The answer to that, is in fact Cindy_77.

My Fanfictions, my crimes, my abusing of my privilege... ''Why? Oh why? How could this be?''

My guest appearance in a Fanfiction... why, that is something that I truly did not deserve. No. But, Groovykid2000, your mention of me in this horribly random Fanfiction in which I started, was my cue.. Yes, my cue. This is my cue to bring the whole of Sonic News Network to justice; a justice that has been long awaited even since May 19, 2014.

Yes, Sonic News Network. Today is finally the day; the day that justice shall be served to Cindy_77.

All of your sadness  shall finally end. At least, it should end- and it should have ended a long time back.

Again, I ask of you; do I really deserve to be a part of this community? Did I ever deserve to? Every night; every night I sit and wonder! Did I ever deserve to write a fanfiction on this Wiki? Did I have any right to create a Wikia account? Did I deserve to have immunity over my crimes and Wikia abuse?

No.