Thread:Ultrasonic9000/@comment-679780-20170517104703/@comment-679780-20170517123758

We could move on and all, but I still think what Journalistic said has made me realise things about myself that needed to be said. I still think I should have some lesson from all this than just "well it happened", I feel very guilty for what I've could of caused.

And I can't help but think about my own perspective of things. Such as why I let it get this far, why can't I stop over-thinking things, how would others react. With all thats been going on in my life of late, perhaps I'm not all that alright in the head myself, though not as bad as I had seen it with someone else I'm close to. I would like to just get it all out there for you, but I promised my mother not to talk about it online.

And getting to know Journalistic, the way he said what had to be said to me with clarity, well as much as I know he hates me and not wanting anymore to do with SNN, it's nice to see that side of him and a part of me will miss such a person around SNN. I'm glad for someone to give me some much needed brutal-truths.