Thread:Ultrasonic9000/@comment-27387232-20181230200242/@comment-4220590-20181231115311

First of all, I want to apologize for making you so angry. Secondly, I want to stress out that me saying that Retro is doing better that us is not necessarily the truth. I is just how I feel things are.

It is like this: Retro has some things that SNN does not have. When I see these things, I get angry and jealous. When I get angry and jealous, I wish that we have those things Retro has. When I wish that, it makes me feel that SNN is missing things and not doing well. When I feel that, I believe SNN (and me) is no longer the best and is stuck in a rut. When I feel that I and SNN are stuck in a rut, I enter a spiral of negative thoughts that only repeats and amplifies everything I just went though.

In other words, I FEEL that SNN is stuck in a rut because we do not have things that Retro has.