Thread:Ultrasonic9000/@comment-33480874-20170104202043/@comment-27387232-20170304212135

Ultrasonic9000 wrote:

DeCool99 wrote:

Ultrasonic9000 wrote:

DeCool99 wrote: Dial it back a bit, Ultra. This does not have to end in something malicious. Instead of predicting what Yahy may or may not do, try to take a chance and lend him your ears. From there, make the final judgement.

I was simply stating facts. I suppose this is true but the future cannot be determined so easily on past experiences. Like a weather forecast. I am only trying to bring you back to a central point where you can discuss this with a bit more acknowledgement.
 * Fact: He always does what comes to mind:
 * Fact: I knew what he was gonna do.
 * Fact: I knew from earlier experiences that trying to talk about this will ultimately lead nowhere, meaning any attempt would be a waste of energy on my behalf.

I know. I guess there is the possibility. I just wanted to say that I did not want to discuss this because I knew I would only make things worse in a longer discussion and that I knew it would ultimately end in Yahyanime's favor, so I wanted to skip the drama and just give up there. I gave an explanation for that action, but I suppose it could be taken in a malicious way.

Why do I always screw up things? I don't mean to, but I always do. I have been unfair many more times that I'll like to admit, but it never occurs to me before it is too late. I am sorry for that, I really am. I only try to do what is best, but more often than not, I end up hurting people. I really do not wish to see you be so hard on yourself. You care about the wiki more than basically anyone here and as such a person, you cannot lose yourself so easily. Yes, you do hurt people but those that have not given up are still here. So don't give up on yourself. I have before and it's not pretty.